I Can Feel It. Somewhere Under There...And I hate it.
Maybe because it feels like a weakness.
Why should I need anyone to tell me that I am good enough? Or that I fit in somewhere?
Or that I am good.
Why do I have this obscure awareness of this thing that lurks beyond, making me feel unworthy? (Wait, the why is irrelevant now. Let me move on...)
I feel like I am not good enough unless I have approval.