Need For Affection..Since I have no bf in my life, Im thirsty for affection. Each day I intend on staying busy but theres a trigger in my mind to be touched, wanted, desired, kissed, loved, caressed, and much more.
I don't want to appear needy in the public eye and I don't show my affection I hide most of it inside for the fear of someone declining me. I need it often. Mainly the touching and closeness I crave.
I read poetry, write poetry, anything that consumes the mind of feeling loved and desired eludes my mind. I have guys interested I just don't act on them. For the above reasons. So, I keep distance.
Im searching for that connection that binds two people, mind and body close connection. Inseparable feeling when two bodies fit perfectly on one another like a puzzle piece, placed securely in place. Someone to caress me passionately throughout the day, I won't get to deep into this. You understand where this is going. Waiting for that urge, that need, that satisfaction, that intense feeling, instant connection of affection drawn to one another in heat of passionate rage emotions that flow deeper then the Pacific ocean. Dispensing all the energy into one another, that electric feeling when you are empowered by someone's presence. Waiting for this rise, this euphoric high to keep my insides yearning for more and more.. Where are youuuu..??