I Miss His Kiss
I have been dating my boyfriend for a little over a year. The first few months were good. He told me that he wasn't very good at showing his emotions but he'd at least try.He would cuddle with me and passionately kiss me. But about 5-6 months in he slowly stopped doing those things. We only have sex once or twice a month, even though I want it pretty much all of the time.He rarely ever cuddles with me and although he kisses me when whenever I leave him it's just a peck. I miss the intimacy and feeling desired. He is deployed at the moment and before he left we didn't have sex nor did we really have a kiss that I could cherish for the 6 months that he is away. I do love him and he's been my best friend for about 3 years now but I don't know what to do. I wouldn't cheat on him or hurt him but I really just miss the intimacy.I asked him why he didn't like it and he said that sometimes he does. It's been about 3-4 months since he's really kissed me and it's driving me nuts.Normally don't push the matter but sometimes I just want to be kissed. He says he loves me but I just wish he'd show it more when he comes home. I don't think I'll be able to handle it if he doesn't, especially after waiting all of this time.