I can never get enough hugs growing up. Looking for someone to show me affection and that they care. Never having that loving touch. Intimacy was not there in sex. Not even a massage,fingering or oral sex. Just used. All I want is that special person to show me intimacy and romance. Taking the time to love every part of me. Someone that will hold me just to be close to me. Massage me if I'm hurt or not. I need affection,intimacy and closeness. I feel lost without it.