I Said I Want Tomorrow to Be Different

Tomorrow is here.  It's now today.

I'm up and I don't want to be.   My eyes feel heavy.  Its early and it will be a long day if I don't move.  I will do something I want to and I don't know if I can and I fighting the urge to go back to bed.

I brought the dog out.  She is getting shaved today.  Yes I made the call last night.  That was hard.  I answered the phone last night that was hard too.

It was my  granddaughter she  asked me how I was.  I tear up, someone called.

Grandma can you cut my hair tomorrow.  That's today now.  I said yes.

Now I'm thinking 2 things I will do today. wow...I love you grandma and I said I love you too dear.

It does not matter if she truly loves me or just wants a hair cut because I love her for real.

I will be doing something this afternoon and this morning ...the dog is getting shaved.

I really want today to be different.  I will move and stay in motion somehow.  I don't know if the battle will be won.

I am thinking my eyes are stuck together.  I will take a shower now.  I want to. I will.   I don't know if I can. So get up and start going go move now...