I Said I Want Tomorrow to Be Different
Tomorrow is here. It's now today.
I'm up and I don't want to be. My eyes feel heavy. Its early and it will be a long day if I don't move. I will do something I want to and I don't know if I can and I fighting the urge to go back to bed.
I brought the dog out. She is getting shaved today. Yes I made the call last night. That was hard. I answered the phone last night that was hard too.
It was my granddaughter she asked me how I was. I tear up, someone called.
Grandma can you cut my hair tomorrow. That's today now. I said yes.
Now I'm thinking 2 things I will do today. wow...I love you grandma and I said I love you too dear.
It does not matter if she truly loves me or just wants a hair cut because I love her for real.
I will be doing something this afternoon and this morning ...the dog is getting shaved.
I really want today to be different. I will move and stay in motion somehow. I don't know if the battle will be won.
I am thinking my eyes are stuck together. I will take a shower now. I want to. I will. I don't know if I can. So get up and start going go move now...