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I am a 47 year old white male. Since I can remember, I have always wanted my own set of breasts. I know a lot of you may think it's wrong or immoral but I disagree. I believe a person should be happy with who they are, their appearance and do what makes them happy. Deep inside, I have always felt incomplete. I have cross dressed over the years and still like wearing feminine things but, I honestly don't want to become a full time female. I feel having my own set of breasts would be so sensual and finally give me peace. I would love to get implants at least a DD or bigger. I currently wear bra's that are 52F and use silicone breast forms but its not the same. I would love to have a really big set of breast implants of my own. And, before any of you ask if I have considered the health risks (back pain, not able to do certain things) believe me I have weighed ALL the pro's and con's and for me, the pro's far outweigh (pardon the pun) the con's.
BigBoobedSissyWannabe BigBoobedSissyWannabe 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 2, 2010

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Although I was born male don't feel that way feel I am female. I just want them to give me a feeling of wholeness. Always been slender with very curvy body narrow waist, wide hips, well shaped butt (brazillian). Dress casual fem mostly I am tired of using forms I feel implants B/C would give me the wholeness I feel I was born with

Terrie I have never looked back and said why? I have been very happy with my implants. Go for it!

Do they ever get in the way doing odd jobs etc. with forms you can take them out, do you go out braless, or topless in yard? What about changing in loocker room?

They do have some draw backs, but nothing that I can not live without. I have gotten so use to wearing a bra, that I don't even give it a thought any more. I am glad that I stuck with just a B cup. I do yard work wearing a loose shirt. I did walk topless on a nude beach just once, but did not feel comfortable doing it. Now I wear a one piece female bathing suit when on the beach, with enough cleaverage showing to explain why I wear what I do. Few people have asked about my condition, and the old gyno problem is all i say. My wife loves them on me, and that is all that counts.

Being toppless just once isn't enough to make you comfortable with it, like going out enfem the more you do it the more comfortable you become with it. Now that I've got them, love them plan on going topless next summer doing yard work maybe. I now wear bikini with no problems, neighbors except me for who I am, even show tan lines when shirtless.

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I also have wanted boobs all my adult life. I finally took estrogen to make them grow. I got to an A cup and that was it. I talked about getting implants, and my wife was okay with it, so I found a Doctor that would maybe do it for me, but I would have to see a shink and go thru a lot of test. Well on my first vist my wife came along, and seeing her, and that she was okay with it, said he would do it when ever I wanted it done. However they both agreed that a full B cup was big enough for me, that if I went to a DD they would be to big, and that I did not have enough skin to strech out ti make them look natural. With the A cups I had from estrogen, small implants would not show at all, and that no one would be able to feel the sacks of silicon in them. I went for the smaller size, and have been very glad that I was talked out of my DD's. I love having them, and do not regret having them done at all.

HEY,,,ME TOO,,ME TOO,,,,,,,I AM DESPERATE TO HAVE BREASTS,,,as i am 6ft tall and quite heavy <br />
i would need large ones too,,,tho my problems are thus,,,i already have a back prob,,not enuff to put me off ,,my two kids hate me for being like this so i am alienated already,,, i still only fancy women,,,<br />
does the pills u buy work?? can anyone tell me,,,where do i start looking,,,I AM A CATHOLIC TOO!<br />
but i feel my faith puts words in gods mouth,,,i was born this way,,,as god cannot make mistakes<br />
he chose me to be this way,,,,so what do i do??? i was born a man but i want to die a woman<br />
old and happy with my big saggy boobs,,,tho a good dra wud solve that!!!! comments please<br />

I c the same problem. I don't want to tell my fiance about this, because it would probably just weird her out. i don't tell her a lot of my fantasies and desires for that very reason. also a catholic upbringing makes everything difficult.