I Want Children
now I just think its too late. my health is not great and my back problems may make having a baby a near impossibility
I am tired all the time now. I am too old
I wanted children back when I was like 25 ..that would have been the most optimal time for me...
I am not one of these women who can have babies at 50 and 90...
I am not like Madonna or these older first time mums on celebrity tv ... they are rich and I am not
I didn't want to be having babies in my 40s... its un-natural and old has-been...
no young guy wants an old dog of 100
I still can not understand why young men in my teens didn't fall over themselves to talk to me...
why I didn't have a group of friends...
I think the world went sadly wrong in the mid 80s... when all these old dogs of 40 wanted young pre-pubalecnt boys and teenagers to date...
and I was pushed with a retarded 45 year old NZ dead beat a rse hole who I couldn't wait to get away from.... I was after better than him...
I wanted a young man ... all the guys I liked at college never really noticed me and I don't know why...
men need a good boot up the ar se and need to learn etiquette with women ... communications with women... it should be learnt in their teens...
and they should be encouraged to ask other teens out and I think teen girls need to learn more positive self image and how to promote themselves to men... and how to communicate with all types of guys... same age etc ...
I got involved in community radio and activities and still no one wanted to know me... at college I never got asked out by the young guys
I went out a few times in a group but I can honestly say that young people should have been learning better communication skills in life ... not just at work or school but in the real world...
being sexually abused really affected me and if someone had of helped me earlier the problems would have been solved and none of this crap would have happened.
people have to understand that young people when I was young were pushed around by the govt and media and old people ...
we did the best we could with what limited means we had.
I don't want old farts in my face ... I didn't want them when I was teen and I don't want them now even more so...
people should have got there act together and thought of me... like I thought of others before myself.
like I always say ....NO FORGIVENESS NO MERCY AND NO SYMPATHY to the POOOPTER AND HER OLD LOONEY DUTCH WACKOS
I am tired all the time now. I am too old
I wanted children back when I was like 25 ..that would have been the most optimal time for me...
I am not one of these women who can have babies at 50 and 90...
I am not like Madonna or these older first time mums on celebrity tv ... they are rich and I am not
I didn't want to be having babies in my 40s... its un-natural and old has-been...
no young guy wants an old dog of 100
I still can not understand why young men in my teens didn't fall over themselves to talk to me...
why I didn't have a group of friends...
I think the world went sadly wrong in the mid 80s... when all these old dogs of 40 wanted young pre-pubalecnt boys and teenagers to date...
and I was pushed with a retarded 45 year old NZ dead beat a rse hole who I couldn't wait to get away from.... I was after better than him...
I wanted a young man ... all the guys I liked at college never really noticed me and I don't know why...
men need a good boot up the ar se and need to learn etiquette with women ... communications with women... it should be learnt in their teens...
and they should be encouraged to ask other teens out and I think teen girls need to learn more positive self image and how to promote themselves to men... and how to communicate with all types of guys... same age etc ...
I got involved in community radio and activities and still no one wanted to know me... at college I never got asked out by the young guys
I went out a few times in a group but I can honestly say that young people should have been learning better communication skills in life ... not just at work or school but in the real world...
being sexually abused really affected me and if someone had of helped me earlier the problems would have been solved and none of this crap would have happened.
people have to understand that young people when I was young were pushed around by the govt and media and old people ...
we did the best we could with what limited means we had.
I don't want old farts in my face ... I didn't want them when I was teen and I don't want them now even more so...
people should have got there act together and thought of me... like I thought of others before myself.
like I always say ....NO FORGIVENESS NO MERCY AND NO SYMPATHY to the POOOPTER AND HER OLD LOONEY DUTCH WACKOS
By:
czaristacrystals
Age:
36-40
,
Female
