I'm Here Without My Love...

I'm madly in love with my bf of three years.. we've lived together for two... and now he's in jail a couple of hours away from me... I'm not sure what is to come.. and it scares the hell out of me... I'm not use to being without him.. but its making me strong.. im not giving in... I've never been home alone.. i got with him while i was in high school... and all my family is out of town... im so alone... and i wish i could bring him back.. but i cant... i haven't even been able to hear his voice since he has gotten arrested... all i have is memories... i know he will be home one day.. but i cant help but want him home now.. and i wish there was something i could do to help him... I haven't eaten, slept, or stopped crying since he's been arrested and it's been a week.. im getting constant panic/anxiety attacks.. I've never felt so overwhelmed in my life... i wish i could at least hear his voice....
kerrysprincess kerrysprincess
18-21
Jul 17, 2010