we were best friends for a few years and then i realised i really liked him, he was always the one person i didnt have to be uncomfortable around i could always be myself. in january i told him i liked him and he said he was ok with it but only liked me as a friend, in june his best mate told me that he was lying to protect me an he actually did like me, so i pulled him up on it an he admitted he did, but he wasnt ready for a relationship. so we started casually seeing eachother for a few months it was great, then at th end of august he avoided me for 2 weeks, wouldnt explain why. he told our mutual friend that he no longer liked me like that, but he hasnt spoken to me about it, hes carrying on like we're best friends like before he ever kissed me an its killing me i tried talking about it but he wont. an now he's constantly having text sex with this girl who lives miles away that he met once. and the stupid thing is, id do anything to get him back an have that feeling of being myself again.