And I Kissed My Prince Charming....................!!!!!

 
I was 14rteen when i first read Charlotte Bronte’s classic tale of love and passion Jane Eyre, it was the first romantic classic i read during my summer vacation and ever since it has been alive in my mind with all its lyrical imprints. The intensity of its characters warmed my heart, i used to read very often and every word used to make me wonder is there somebody like that for me..? I in so many ways draw my image of love upon the theme and the depiction of this book. For me Edward Rochester is still the epitaph of a true lover and his intensity an image of passion and emotions..................i never get over him and the book!!!
I wanted my first kiss to be like the one which is shared by Mr. Rochester and Jane when they first declare their love for each other................each word in that scene speaks like a living force and pierced my heart like a melting coal...................all these years i never wanted somebody because i was sure no one like this exist in the real world................i could have waited for the rest of eternity for a kiss like that but i never could afford to waste it as an experiment on just anybody. Slowly i have stopped waiting, i don’t know why, but the honest truth is i felt i cannot kiss anybody...........i never ever felt the need of it even!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then i finally fell in love..........after all these years i was still that fourteen years old girl in my heart who want a kiss with perfection...........for me that was an ultimate truth, so when my sweetheart told me that he wants to kiss me i told him i want a kiss like that.........i made him nervous i guess...........because when he came to meet me for the first time in November he did not kiss me saying he wanted it to be special...............!!!!!!!  i suddenly realized i wanted him to kiss me , that i actually was waiting for the moment when he would take me in his arms and would make me feel like he belongs to me.....................he went back and those were two months of desperate waiting...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was curious now...........mostly i used to think how would it feel when he would kiss me............i was a little scared as i had no idea how would i do this...........but with him everything becomes satin smooth............every tension, worry every fear get sooth when he is with me.................he used to tell me i will see to it that you get your literature kiss.................i used to laugh!!!!!!!!!!
All these months we have kissed each other so many time in the virtual world............and i knew it would be different in the real world...........and it actually was very different from what i expected, from what i ever read, from what i ever anticipated..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When he came this time he made me realized that every story has a different hero and a different kiss, he made me realized that though i might have read countless classic kisses but my imagination still needs the tap of reality...................it still requires the wideness of love and the truth of an honest touch. He made me realize my story is not the story of Snow White or the Sleeping Beauty............i am not the Cinderella or the orphan Jane Eyre........i am, me and my story is unique in its own way. My prince charming is not the hero of a novel or a fairy tale............he is a real man in a real world but his touch is as honest as the touch of every fairy tale hero.
I was thrilled to just see him before my eyes and then suddenly he lifted me in his arms kissed me..........i was flushed by so many emotions, feelings and suddenly my mind stopped working. All i could feel his lips on mine and his passionate embrace, i did not understand even one single emotion that was rising in my heart.............he was passionate and overwhelmed by emotions........it was a long wait for this first kiss for him too...........and i guess his feelings were overshadow by the fact he was actually holding me in his arms................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When he stopped i thought, oh what the whole fuss of first kiss is was all about.............., my first feelings were that literature has certainly overrated kissing!!!! It was not at all a perfect kiss and when I told him this he laughed.........!! i am sure he was a little disappointed but even though this was not what i have thought it would be, i was still very calmed and happy!!!!  We talked for a long time..........about so many things, for the first time we had time and leisure to speak without phone. We could touch each other, could hold each other while talking and it was much more beautiful than the kiss.........!!!!!
And as the first wave of excitement and emotion subsided...........as we get more calmed, he kissed me again. This time he softly took me in his arms and touched my lips with his..........................that was a superb feeling, my blood soared high in my ears and my hands at their own clutched around him to pull him closer.................my lips parted and i could taste him, it was like i was drinking a wine and the touch of his tongue was making me melt inside. I don’t know for how long we kissed each other but i know we both were unwilling to stop. I looked into his eyes and i know this is the person i wanted to be my first kiss..............to kiss him is so easy, nothing sensual yet it boils my blood like nothing else........!!!!!!!! i kissed him end numbers of time and each time it made me realize that all those kisses i have ever read are actually nothing............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! every time the warmth of his breath and the touch of his lips took me to higher level of happiness...............i felt my emptiness inside is getting filled............it soothed me, ease the tension i was feeling inside me. It somehow made the pain of his going away a little easier to bear. I remember the best part whenever i tried to take my lips away from him his eyes grew complaining like a small kid whose favourite chocolate has been snatched from him........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you my prince charming......................you have made my story far more beautiful than the any fairy tale could ever hope. You have made me beautiful and your touches makes me even more beautiful...................thank for coming along the way and bless me with your love!!!!!!!!!