...like I Want Him

We talk, often... way too often, I've saved every message. It happened too suddenly. We found one another and things will never be the same. The connection, so strong, we have so much in common... families, odd relationship, hopes, fears... life in general. I want to see you... to be with you... hold you... I hurt when we can't talk... missing you so. Can this be it? Can this feeling be true... it's so sudden but the bond, the way we click... is it meant to be? I need to know... will we meet? Will I ever be able to hold you, hug you, treat you like the man you are. I'll show you... what you've been missing... how it SHOULD feel to be spoiled, pampered, loved... physically, mentally... all of you. We've shared so much so fast. Will you grow tired of me... will my insecurities chase you away... my tortured mind... has been so free and at ease with you in it. Come to me, *** in me... take me now... I need you to need me... the way I need you
mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
36-40, F
4 Responses Jul 21, 2007

I think it was more a fantasy than anything else... My "in my dreams" person

I don't know who this was about, but I think I can say that every guy who has ever read this probably wishes it was about him...present company INcluded, of course...

...as for the liers they will always be, on here and in life. It's a fantasy world but you must dig deeper to find what you are looking for. If it's meant to be it will happen.. and if not I had fun along the way... thanks for the comment and I'll never stop writting

It seems like this happens to alot of people on line...they meet someone and they connect in very strong ways because they can say whatever they want...but I always worry that everything someone is telling me is a lie...so, I don't think I could ever fall in love that strongly with someone until I actually met them...of course, I am quite fond of Puck. I think he has a deep rooted feminine side though...<br />
Hope you get to love youir guy, SP. Good luck...share some stories later-I love reading you...so nasty. And good...nasty and good.