The Ugly Duckling

Never in my life have I felt beautiful.  Even as a young child I always felt fat, ugly and akward.  I usually always feel like the fattest, most unattractive person in the room.  I can wake up in the morning and be in a great mood...until I look in the mirror and it immediately brings me down.  No matter where I go, what I do or who I am with, I never feel like I am good enough for anyone.  I have never experienced a romantic relationship and I don't have many close friends and am socially awkward so I have trouble relating to people.  I just want to feel like I have close friends who love me.  I just want to feel like guys actually find me attractive.  I just want to feel beautiful for once in my life and like I'm good enough and worth it.  I don't think there is anyone out there who can make me feel beautiful  T-T
theatre4life17 theatre4life17
18-21, F
Jul 24, 2011