Where Are You Hiding Her??

I want my real self back NOW!  I demand it!  I am tired of this stupid, horrible person I've become.  I can't have a normal life anymore and I think about dying each and every day.  This has to stop immediately.

BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
18-21, F
5 Responses Dec 12, 2009

Hang in there,


I was happy with me until people kept telling me I was too easy going and wimpy. So I changed. Sick of hearing it. Now those same people tell me I am angry all the time (my version of being assertive). So now I am going back to being me and if people don't like it they can just look the other way.

Yeah, me too. I am working on the same. I miss me.

I'm lost too =(