I feel like I am nothing, worthless and disgusting until I reach a certain weight, I have reached that weight before and I felt if I just lost a little more... I cannot reach that weight again because I am consumed in bulimia. I am sick of this cycle, self loathing and isolation. I am so sick of it, so sick.
lucymaria1994 lucymaria1994
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 17, 2014

Hey I just want you to know I was bulimic for 6 months and am anorexic since a year and a half.if you ever need something Or someone message me and I'll help you and I know it sucks

I am so sorry to hear that. Try to concentrate on things that distract you from your physical appearance. Try to go out and see nature. Enjoy the summer and try to be outdoors as much as you can. It helps greatly in dealing with depression.

I really know how you feel, it's exactly the same for me