You Deserve It Love.....

I met TJ when I was 13 and he was 18. I knew from the minute I met him that he would be the man I spend the rest of my life with. Well my sister found out that we were secretly dating and flew off the handle. What did she care anyways she has never cared about me. Well a bunch of stuff went down that night and I still remember the look on his face as he was walking away down my best friends2 mile long driveway crushed.....4 years later I just so happened to be hanging out with my best friend once again and he was there too this time I was 17 and he was 22 My sister has already been married and has nothing much to do with me...We started dating again everything was PERFECT my mom even knew the  story from before and loved him to death....Well I left for basic training in January 2007. He wrote to me everyday for 7 months straight then all of a sudden I quit writing back for no reason at all. I came home July 2007 and seen him again on Halloween that same year but this time was different he was with someone else and in trouble with the law. I let it go and tried to move on with my life.

Recently i have been thinking and missing him soooo much. Im in a very unhappy realationship with someone else but we have a child together. TJ is and will always be the love of my life. I looked him up online and hes in Prison ive wrote him letters already and sent him a few pictures of me and my son. Im pretty sure that his family doesnt write to him or even go see him considering his sister is the reason he is in there to begin with. He was there for me the whole time I was in basic and through all of my training. I know everyone will read this and think what does an 18 year old want with a 13 year old but what we had was real and will be on my mind everyday until we are together again. I havent recieved anything from him yet! I hate snail mail! I cant wait to just hold his hand and be happy again. Its been 3 and a half years since I seen him I just hope that he still loves me the way that I love him!!!


tjsgirly tjsgirly
22-25, F
Feb 1, 2011