I Want My Feelings to Matter
i'm having a hard time with the people i live with i have this feeling about whats going to happen that if some of them do what their planning its going to be worst than if they didn't do nothing at all i have this bad feeling that something bad is going to happen and all my words will be for nothing its not about me its about my sister and cousin and the fact i see something i feel it i can't explain it but i know it its their down fall and for my sister its a test and she is failing it
it took me almost a year to see my test but i see our test its how to make it and live with our family and do what we have to move on our own its here at this house i see it moving forward in a less then good place i see my sister has made a choose to move out cause she is tried and her kids are bad and unhappy but i see it i feel it like last time its not a good choose its going to be bad to move where she is moving she think it will help change the kids but its not i feel it in my bones