Things Have to Change

I have a lot of things that bring me joy in life. My husband, my son, my books, my pretty little things I collect. But when my mind isn't busy with them, I think and think on deep subjects, I make up stories, I have to escape the present. I wish that weren't so. I don't really know what it would be like to just be happy with the moment for no reason. I'm fairly optimistic about life, but the only emotion that consistantly radiates from within is fear. There are a lot of things to fear.

PewterFantasy PewterFantasy
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 20, 2009

Jesus the lord of us all, he made a great investment in your life, to give you all you long for Isa 53:4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we thought his punishment was from God, but he was wounded for our wrongs, so we can be made right with god today. .