Hell Yeah! That's What It's All About..

I haave to be truly happy. That has to be my goal. I want to be at peace inside, I need my "inner-tumoil" to cease. I need to feel that I am who I say I am...

I have been hearing others say that using antidepressants worked to kick-start their recovery and I have considered this..

If it is possible for me to get hold of some, then I  may give them a try.. I can't get them from a doc tho.. no permanent address..  I can probably get them cheaper elsewhere tho..

Thing is you never know what your doing, messing around with medication like that.. don't know what it will do..

I certainly don't want to end-up on meds forever, I don't want to end-up dependant on them either.. I just want to be ok within myself. I want to love myself in spite of my faults.. I can't love my faults..

I need to fix myself. I need to fix myself and then I will be happy from within..

:)  And Now I am determined! >:)

TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
31-35, M
5 Responses Mar 3, 2009

True happiness can only come from within and you need to find a way to let it out. Be careful with the anti-depressants, they numb you to the point that you feel nothing -no lows, but also no highs or anything else. They are also very addictive, take a look at this, it may change your mind about antidepressants.<br />

I will destroy!

Thankyou. It is kind of a note-to-self at the end there.<br />

Don't worry, you'll get there. You seem to have so much determination. Keep your head up. =)

hey relax its all in God,Goddess,hands just let your light shine,and love all of you because without all those pieces,you would not truly be you,and you my dear friend are a very speical being to me,love and light mary