Suicide

What's the saying,-three times your out? well how about four. My husband has tried to do himself in four times,the last was this past thursday,he took some of my sleeping pills(9)which he considered a few and some other pills.He had a very bad accident in 96 and has been on a lot of medication since that accident. he doesn't drink (13years)but he loves his scratch-offs,I can't tell you how much money he has spent on those,I know we wouldn't be in debt as bad as we are.I   told myself the last time-if he does it again I would leave him. well, I'm still here. I do love him he is not a bad man,he would like to think he is. I just left the hospital a doctor has recommended  shock treatment,I know it sounds scary but she said it works very well on people that are depressed expecially as long as he has been.It came out of the blue,he was fine when he dropped me off at work but I guess there was a problem with the car and he pulled over two times, well i guess that was the last straw along with everything else that is going on in our lives and he took the pills.I hope he gets the right treatment this time, he seems to want to get to the bottom of this and find out why he has these feelings....

overfifty overfifty
51-55, F
Mar 6, 2010