I Feel Bad, But..

I think I hate my friend.

But, she's the one who talked to me when we met. She's the one that everyone talks to. She's the one that everyone likes being around.

I'm just the one people want to have around just in case I say something funny.

She's the true popular one out of me and her.

But, she's so blunt most of the time. Every time I say something, she's there to tell me that in some way, I was being rude.

Once, there was this woman riding in a motorized scooter. Me, her and another friend were taking a walk. We do that every other Friday right after school. This was our second time walking, and we were talking about how we saw her while we were walking before. I said, "Maybe she likes to go for a walk, like us." She punched me in the side and said, "That's not funny."

I didn't think it was funny. I don't think I said it in a way that would make anyone think that I was joking. I know I'm just there to make jokes but I thought she would realize that I wouldn't say something like that.

I thought she knew me better than that. In that moment, I realized that she never actually took the time to get to know me all that well. I thought I could've actually considered her to be my best friend.

It was just another let down. Another person that ends up hurting me. Another reason why I shouldn't trust anyone ever again.
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18-21, F
Sep 25, 2012