Searching But What For?

So I am happily married, have a beautiful son and i am in a great position career wise.......so why do i always seem to have a nagging feeling that something is missing?

 

I sit down and think about it and think and just when I'm about to feel the enlightenment of the answer I have been looking for my mind seems to shut down and I am left just as clueless as I was before. This is a very frustrating feeling of almost helplessness when it comes to trying to look within myself but my mind won't let me

 

Is there any method for doing this and if so could someone reply and let me know? I beleive that should i just be able to gain the ability to look within my self I will find the answer I'm looking for and need to feel content once again with myself.

 

 

Pool2009 Pool2009
26-30
Mar 26, 2009