I Seem Awesome, But I Am Not

I am. not who i apprear to be.
Sometimes, i just feel that no one understands me.
people think i ought to be very happy,
so i BECAME very happy.
people said that i am cute
so i BECAME cute
Somehow or another, i am being changed by people around me, and i am sick of it
Sick of being the way i am. Sick of not knowing who i am anymore.
Sick of everything