I Want Peace In My Life
Everybody else seems to have everything together, everyone except this girl *points to self*
And I'm growing sick of pretending to be normal and like everyone else, sick of pretending that I too have it all together when in reality I have nothing together.
I want to be like everyone else; I want my life to be that normal. But right now, I really just want to be at peace with the fact that it's not; I want to be able to exist with my imperfect life without being chained to the necessity of having to pretend that it is perfect.
I know it isn't pleasant to face the fact that I and my life are not perfect and not normal, but it is reality and I want to be at peace with reality more than I want to avoid the unpleasantness of doing so.
And I'm growing sick of pretending to be normal and like everyone else, sick of pretending that I too have it all together when in reality I have nothing together.
I want to be like everyone else; I want my life to be that normal. But right now, I really just want to be at peace with the fact that it's not; I want to be able to exist with my imperfect life without being chained to the necessity of having to pretend that it is perfect.
I know it isn't pleasant to face the fact that I and my life are not perfect and not normal, but it is reality and I want to be at peace with reality more than I want to avoid the unpleasantness of doing so.
By:
shannonymous
Age:
18-21
,
Female
