I Am Just Sad

What can I say but wow- I am 33 years old and cannot get my life together..

I try and try but have a hard time staying on track. I guess I will start at the beginning . My mom was mentally abusive, consistently always embarrassing me. She yelled and screamed all the time. House was always a mess. I am turning in to her. I have days when I am super happy and days when I just want the world to end. My 13 yr old has social and developmental issues... All I do is yell ... He's now angry all the time.. I don't blame him.. God please help me
Diddles122078 Diddles122078
31-35, F
Sep 18, 2012