Jealous Of My Two Sisters

My Two sisters were always perfect at taking photos and naturally pretty at fifteen years old. My maturity and beauty didn't really come till I was seventeen.
They had all the goals, I was the loser girl with no boyfriend and a tomboy.
I always compared myself to my two sisters because I wanted to be them so badly.
They are gonna get married and I'm gunna be the single Aunt alone.
Its not horribly bad but can you tell my insecurity issues that I have?
I tired my best to get a guy but nothing ever worked.
I'm not lesbian but maybe my destiny is a single aunt for my sister's kids?
I can be accomplished all I want and still not have what my sisters have.
What can I do to not seem like a low life white trash comepare to them?

Thanks, just really hard on myself.
LonelyGirl322 LonelyGirl322
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

where are you from ?