Rejection Is Slowly Killing Me.

I want to be loved by more than the inevitable 'family', who usually love me. I want my friends to more than just like me. Only my best friend, I can truely say, loves me, in a friendship way. She is truely one of the most amazing people in the world. I cannot stand thinking that in a couple weeks, she will be across the ocean, in Germany, for at elast a year. I don;t have any other friends who could even begin to fill her space. I wish I did.


I also wish I had someone who loved me in a romantic way. Not just a one-night stand, not just an interest, but love. I look for love everywhere. I try things that I think might fill the emptiness I feel inside every day, but nothing works, of course, because love is love.

LonelySoul LonelySoul
18-21, F
5 Responses Jul 25, 2007

That would be the first step, yes. The second to fall in love again :)

Wow, this was so long ago. I have been in love, had love, and lost it in the most cruel way. I am now learning to be happy and fulfilled by myself, because I think I must learn to feel at peace alone.

How are you doing now? =)

Love yourself first!

"good things come to those who wait." <br />
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say a prayer, dear friend.. and i'm sure you'll soon find the love of your life.