Far Away From Home...They say that when we do good things, they will be us and one day return... I was lied to ... whole life although I helped others and was always available to anyone, cheated me of the worst possible way. I have no more back ... I do not know how to go further ...
I do not know which group I belong to the world, I do not know whether under the stars at all and there is room for me ... I am a single mother .. but not with children ... ? What I am ...?? My story might not be, and not to tell ... but it started like this ... Like all parents, I always wanted that children get all the life ... The main reason for that was my childhood too hard ... childhood ...?? rather I did not even have, a life I had to do, I worked 12 years of life, because I'm in a car accident lost both parents .Relatives lived far away to help me, and not like us .. and I worked on three types of work a day ... When I married, my husband and I are doing and 2 shifts per day ... I soon became a mother, and we were the happiest in the world ... we were twins, two beautiful daughters ... happiness did not last long ... when they reached the age of just 10 years ago, my husband was ill, and soon he died ...without him it was very difficult ...Sorrow has destroyed all my strength, but because of my daughter I had to go further, and to continue to work ... earnings were so small,that I could support myself home and their needs ... all the money I had I put in a bag and went to Slovenia with the parents of my husband ... They are very nice, and in them I saw the parents, who have missed a lot ...They are very poor families. My husband was an only child because they could not have more children. They love children. My children are accepted as if they were their own. I lived with them for a while.2006, I made a good life in Slovenia. I had a lot of friend from work. The father of my husband worked in a textile factory. I soon hired there and was very well paid job. I thought I was finally started in life.But I was mistaken. In early 2007 the factory closed. The father of my husband and I are without work. His wife received a pension that is barely enough to survive.I looked for another job but I could not find it. All I had had a low income for our costs. A friend one day suggested that I go to Croatia. He told me that there is a company that needs workers,and it is very well paid. I do not know how I could break away from children.But I knew I must. Everything I worked for them two. I was not lying.He found me a job, paying me regularly. Family I send all I earned.Worried me is that I was not pulled stay in that country. He kept saying there is time. I stay has expired. He kicked me from work.My best friend betrayed me. I had no where to go. To get back to Slovenia, I could not because I had nowhere to go. I stayed in Croatia. I got a job in a bakery, where I'm still working. Long I needed someone to believe again. I met my wife who has provided a rented room. Where I live now. For three full years I didn't see my children. I know that they went with my husband's parents to America, to sister of my father in law because they had nothing to live.I found out that my daughter is one of the very sick. Has a disease that is called vitiligo, trauma (depigmentation) takes a lot of money to get her to provide any assistance. I do not have enough money or that I went to see her. How far I'd help her. All the money with my husband's family gives to her. I will forever be grateful to them. That money is not enough. It takes many many many more to heal.I'm not with her at this difficult time and many find it difficult. I hope you at least understand a word of my letter, because I know a little less English. I hope that you will hear the screams of a mother who just wants to be with their children. Please if you can help me. For me is helpful is one euro of aid, believe me.
My only wish in this world is to again be with my children. It can not if I'm alone in a strange country, and without help. Endless, and advance grateful. A person who wants only to return home. With Love.
Need252 31-35 0 Jan 22, 2011