I Really Need To Let Him GoHey everyone, im new to this site. im really stuck in a rut Ive been going out with a guy for 1 year and its always been complicated, we have broken up so many times, he drinks way to much and talks to me like I am dirt sometimes .He can say the most hurtful things and not even think twice about it,but then he can make me laugh and be so sweet. I know that he does love me but i just dont think that its enough for me. When were good we are really good but when we are bad, well you know the rest!
Its crazy because I am a very strong person in a lot of other ways and I have been through a lot in my life but when it comes to him im weak, I know I can do so much better.
I buried a class mate yesterday and he started a fight with me over something so stupid straight after the funeral, we had a massive fight and i finished it last night, then he called to me this morning and like a fool i let him into my head again and forgave him. I just know i have to get away from him,i do love him but not as much as i should. he can be very controlling. ive been strong in the past but its like he keeps breaking me down time and time again and i always cave in when i know in my heart he is not for me .I just seem to keep going around in circles and its stripping my confidence away.I could really do with some advice on how to finish it for good so he wont keep trying. Can anybody help me? Be blunt be honest i just need advice.thanks so much :)
seajunky 22-25, F 5 Responses 0 Apr 2, 2011