Adios 20's... Hello 30's

I woke up this morning and nothing has changed I looked in the mirror
And still looked the same today I turn 30 I stopped for a second only to realise that things now look a lot clearer.

I have learned so much from the past and have no regrets so many people in my life that I will never forget.
I have broken hearts with 6 proposals I may have kissed my Mr Wright goodbye (literally), but have managed to through out the years and made it clear I had goals I was willing to stick to even if we click there would be no marriage no kids no such commitment.

I wanted to see the world and I did achieve to see my family I had longed for so long from times that were long gone. My twenties were the hardest I lost the only man that loved me without question he is the man that showed me self believe and to be strong to forgive to believe to proceed and to acknowledge when I am wrong.
I have tried to build better relationships and get closer to my family only to realise they are who they are some are petty and will act like they are 6 still say don’t touch my stuff they will never change but when times are tough they are the ones who have been there for me.
I have worked out who true friends are and have only a handful of them but those I have now will be here for ever all in all I am happy I am here bring on the 30s where I plan to do so much more goals to reach, maybe open the door to my heart and find me a husband one who is handsome tall and very smart a fine specimen like a work of art, but this is yet to be seen as I have been called cold hearted and need to learn some things about giving my all and learning to trust in a world full of lust and people that a selfish I need to adjust. Good bye my twenties and all things behind I am glad to have left nothing undone, hello to my 30’s a new chapter in life had began.
Fresalatina Fresalatina
26-30, F
1 Response Oct 11, 2012

Just move on my sister and forget about the past. Everything is going to be fine. Just believe in your self