Living In Sin

The plan was clear
To do it, with no fear
No feelings, no regrets
On chance it bets

No strings attached
Knowing nothing of what's next
Only you and I know the secrets
Dreaming of perhaps

Air so warm for late november
A day to always remember
Woke up feeling like had no sleep
Awkward taste of deceit

The plan was clear
To follow it was intended
But the heart doesn't always follow the head
The crushing feeling is not so far ahead

Emptiness all the way within
That though of "missing" never came in
Realization that it could be dying
Now left on our own, struggling

Nobody to speak with
As we only shared the secrets
So it is it, left with despair and guilt
Not being able to talk about it

They were never supposed
To have their feelings exposed
And now all they want is to be together
To comfort each other

They follow the plan
As they are supposed
To ignore on the streets
Holding on to their secrets

Eyes reaching out
Screaming louder than words
Searching everywhere, only finding birds
Hoping to be found in the walkabout

Accomplice all the way to the end
As it was supposed
The heart crushed by the looks on the streets
Holding on the secret, holding on, with no regrets