Another Same Dissapointment

He doesn't get it, he never will, my boyfriend; who keeps breaking the pieces that are left of my heart, with the same dart over and over. And even though I beg him to stop, he still doesn't see what is it he did wrong to begin with. It's not like he's doing something traumatizing or evil like cheating on me, (i hope) he just prefers others over me. Me, his girlfriend, the one who he says wants to marry some day, the one who listens to his worries and is there for him even after everyone else is gone, the one who he comes home to sleep with, the guardian of his heart. I, being such an elite person in his life occupy nothing more than last place in his schedule.
JustBelle JustBelle
18-21, F
Nov 29, 2012