Words, Memories And Time

A subtle laugh
My hands are slightly shaking
This is not how it is
I am calm
I am always calm
But why don’t they see
Me shaking through this
My eyes lay on the floor
Something there holds my attention
But the words spill through
And I can feel my voice
Sounding so strained but so calm
And yet my mouth moves
Words with old memories
They cant calm me
They show me things I wished to forget
But its time now
To bring up the past
On a cold afternoon
Waiting for more
I don’t want to talk
And I think he feels that
So now its just me
The time doesn’t stop for me
So I go on
To make new memories
To cover the old
stefan171 stefan171
18-21, M
Feb 5, 2013