My Best Friends Brother

I can't help it, I'm in love with my best friends brother. I hate it because I know it would be weird, and even so he doesn't like me back.....she asked him and he said no...she also told him I liked now it's gonna be awks. I'm so embarrassed I feel humiliated. I'm at his house right now sleeping the night and so far so good, he doesn't know that I know that he knows I like him, so it's not completely awkward...but it's still kinda weird. I mean Im always falling for the guys I and have, always. I hate it, I wish I could just fall for. guy that liked me back for once inseam of a guy that I have no chance with. he is so amazing, I can't stop thinking about him. he is only two years older than me. and my friend told me that she wouldn't care if I got with him, I just wish I don't know that he didn't like me. uggghh it's so hard to keep y eyes off him it's ridiculous -.- at least I got over my last crush...but now there's this guy an I think it's worse because I see him like every single day....lord help me :3
hopelessinlove22 hopelessinlove22
18-21, F
Feb 15, 2013