I just don't understand why it is so hard to find someone in this great big world who will love me as I am for who I am. Just about everyone I meet thinks I am funny, artistic, loving, caring, kind giving and just an all around fun person to be with. But I am not one to go out and frequent bars, or make the first move on a guy, because I am a lady, and it just doesn't seem appropriate anymore to chase a guy. I am a good housekeeper, lover, friend, mother and person. I have an above average intelligence rating, can hold a stimulating and in depth conversation. I am low key laid back with a witty sense of humor and I can cook. I would be willing to relocate for the right guy, I'm not jealous or possessive. Sometimes I feel like I have cooties, because I am always chasing guys away with serious issues like alcohol and drug problems. I just want a normal guy, doesn't have to be rich, just sweet, funny, kind, not possesive or controlling and not into drugs and alcohol. Hopefully he is looking a for a woman whom he can be proud of, and not ave to worry about her cheating, because I am loyal and manogomous too. Geez, what does a girl have to do to get a little attention around here? 'Laughing'.....seriously, men ages 40-50...where r u?