Love?

I find it hard to believe in love. In March a guy that I have liked for years told me that he liked me and that he loved me and wanted the chance to fall in love with me. I told him how I felt and we talked for hours. It was, hands down the best night of my life. I dont think I have ever been that happy. We talked the next day as well on and off cause we were both every busy and then he just stopped talking to me. We have talked one time since then and it was nothing about what was said between the two of us. Now I find myself thinking about him all the time and I try to think of all the reasons why he would just stop talking to me. I can not come up with a reason other than maybe he just lied to me. I think about him, I have even had a dream about this guy. I really do love him, but now I am so hurt by him I dont know what to do. I just want someone to love me. To come into my life and make me forget all about him. The problem is people have tried to get me to go out and I feel like if I do he will think I dont liek him anymore. I just want someone to love me.
shorty2011 shorty2011
18-21, F
May 5, 2012