Because Loving Myself Doesnt Fill This Void.

Ive fallen in and out of love. But nobodys ever fallen for me. I love myself and lately, its just not enough. I need to be wanted. Even if its just a crush or an "I think I like you" I want to know that I'll be ok. Everyone says wait, but how much longer til I fall apart?
DGSteele DGSteele
26-30, M
3 Responses May 10, 2012

I know the feeling people keep telling me to wait it'll happen I'll be 25 this year and I'm still waiting. It's frustrating I don't like too many guys but when I do we talk for a while, go out, everything seems great and than they tell me I'm just not really into you and by then I've started to like them more so yeah I understand...maybe one day I'll be blessed maybe I won't but you have to live through the pain you have to smile for what things you do have for what you are happy about. Hope you find what you're looking for.

I know exactly how you feel and the need to feel wanted. I feel the exact same way and I know how badly it hurts to feel alone and unloved. I am still waiting for someone to love me as much as I love them. The worst feeling for me is when you have been cheated on. I have had only one real boyfriend and I don't feel like he loved me like I loved him and It hurts to think about so now all I want is too feel wanted and loved. Even like how you said if its just a crush or anything I still want to know what it feels like. I feel like I am sinking into depression from this and partially due to the loss of friends due to them getting addicted to drugs and alcohol. If you ever need someone to talk to who understands you can message me if you ever want to.

Im sorry you have to go through all this. Atbeast we're not alone.

It is fine, I just keep telling myself that things will hopefully get better and everything happens for a reason. And Yeah that Is why I like this site, it makes me feel like I'm not the only one hurting.

Now this I can completely relate to. everyone always says wait, but you know, I have been waiting since I was 15 years old.

Im glad someone understands properly. I almost destroyed my friendship with my best friend last night. I was saved, but she said it wont be like it was. I tried to be open and honest but she said she cant stay friends because it hurts her that I have feelings for her. I told her they dont matter but she just wont listen.