Tired.

I'm 15, and a Sophomore. I live in a small town. I have a really hard time making friends. I've been alone almost all my life. My parents are amazing, though I feel like a bother. I need a friend, so bad. My "friend," Haley said that I was "Obsessed," with her boyfriend. No. I'm just trying to make a friend. She calls me weird. I have depression, and I'm bi-polar. She doesn't understand. Nobody understands. A couple weeks ago, I took a pill, (1/8) I had 7 to go. My old friend Erin stopped me from taking them. We're not close. I used to cut. Haley helped me through it. Then told everyone that I did it. She knew I just needed help. She made it all worse. In gym class, I'm bullied. I'm not fat. But I can't properly do "Physical Training." I roll to my sides when I do sit-ups. I always get made fun of. I'm sick of everything. I'm "Annoying," and "Fat." Always called, "Gay." I'm happy around my girlfriend. She is almost the only one that makes me happy. I need out of this depressing life. I don't wanna commit suicide, or think about it. I saw a psychiatrist and she helped a lot. My Parents won't let me see her again. I don't know why. I'm alone. Sick. Tired. I need a FRIEND.
Brock1752 Brock1752
18-21, M
2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

Hey, I'm here if you need me. :)

If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here, I'm Katie and I feel the same way you do, depressed and alone. I do to spend time all by myself at home instead of being out with my friends but there's no one who can Listen or understand... Ill be here for you(: try to message me.