My Little Share Of The World

when i was 7 years old i was hospitalized for 6 weeks. for what is another story. that ordeal screwed my whole life. i used to be so bright, school-wise that is. easily making friends, a social little butterfly. i wasn't really old enough to know what lay ahead of me.
i was confused and sad all through my teenage years: the why's and how's haunted me.
i felt so lonely and could not make friends easily anymore. my grades started rapidly dropping & I zoned out when my folks yelled at me over anything, which they did alot. mostly about guys & because i was rebellious. unlike my older sister who did everything they told her too.
fast forward 20-some years...

strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd
31-35, F
May 23, 2012