Sex Is Great But.....

So I will admit,I am not the most innocent girl I know.I adore sex,think about it alot,it used to be the only thing I wanted from a man.But now I am looking for something much deeper and satisfying,something that will keep me warm after the ******* is over.I want to make love with someone who loves me in return.I need that close bond that I have never really had.I want someone who wont leave me because I am going through a hard time,someone to love me in spite of my imperfections.I would really like this to happen soon,but it might not.As the saying goes..Patience is bitter,but its fruit is sweet.
blackcat blackcat
22-25, F
4 Responses Jun 11, 2007

You are pretty young - but thanks for saying that.

If your feeling used something is not right.....dont hang on just to have someone in your life....<br />
It took alot of years for me to be alone....and to feel fine alone .....if your addicted to having some one there...it will never be right...<br />
from a 46 year young gal....b52

I know exactly how you feel. In my last relationship, I had sex but also with such a beautiful, divine connection. In my relationship now, I do love him, but when we have sex I don't feel that connection so much. It's something I desire and it sometimes leaves me unfufilled when I don't feel it. I sometimes, in a sense, feel used without the connection. If that makes any sense.

yeah, it would be nice to actually have a real bond with someone instead of just sex...hey, at least you're getting the sex part though...it's something