I Want My One True Love With Me.

For various reasons, the man who made me feel so alive and happy will never be with me.  I have accepted that and moved on as best as I could but if I had the chance I would love for us to give love a shot with each other. 

patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
26-30, F
7 Responses Feb 25, 2010

Wow, sequoi, that sounds just like me. I can stick to my resolve when he and I don't talk, but as soon as we do, I just lose it.

Yeah, i totally feel for you, whenever we talk, i just couldn't decide what to do, i tried to act distant and in the end i can't stop myself being near him. It's like gravitation, it pulled me to him. Being with him is something that makes me want to live and look forward to but on the other hand it's something i dreaded, that i wish i don't have to face. <br />
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The truth is it's easier not to see him, cause i could think straight and do the right thing, but when he is around, i just lost all my reasoning, all the facts why he is not mine went to the garbage and to hell with it.

I wish I did too, we still talk so it's hard to do.

I wish i knew how to move on, how to realize that he will never be mine...

Exactly,MrCreative. That is the hardest thing, just accepting it.

I have a similar story. It's a crap situation and I need to accept that and move on.

Thanks...that means alot to me.