I guess if I liked myself and could be who I wanted to be in my mind it would be alot easier to accept myself. The fact is, I just don't. Rarely, I have a day or even two that I reflect on myself and realize that I'm really not that bad. It doesn't happen often because most of the time I feel guilty for who I am not. I can't meet my own expectations. Pitiful ... But! I'm going to try. I'm going to try and list something each day that is good about who I am, and am not. It's a start .. we'll see.