Since I was diagnosed, I had a problem accepting the new me. My world has changed so much, they are days that I can't get out of bed unless my kids are around. I embrassed to go in public and around my family in fear of them thinking that I'm crazy. I feel that when people see me they see a crazy person. I hide my illness because I want to be accepted. But I'm learning to be accepted I need to accept the whole me illness and all.