I Am Lost

This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the thing which caused me this change, who/which took away my real face. Now all that is left is hope. I beleive Him and He has some plans for me. But I wanted to tell Him that He better let me know it before its too late for me to do something which He wouldn't appreciate and I still don't want to do it. I am waiting for a change, waiting to hear from Him. 
redmaniac redmaniac
22-25, M
Sep 25, 2012