I Am Sorry....

I am getting old.  
I am pleasantly confused and have a poor memory.  You know that.
I have always tried to please you.
I thought about pleasing you last  night, but you did't notice.

It's a known fact I drink wine out of a box.
But I thought you might like something with a cork for a change.
But you didn't notice.

It's wasn't my intention to insult you with 'not remembering' the wines you like.
I was just thinking of you during the purchase, but I am sorry I couldn't remember the hoity toity  kinds you liked.
Even though you have spoken about them more than once. 

I am getting old, pleasantly confused and have a poor memory... remember?

I apologize for being a bit sarcastic with my 'I BET' comment after you apologized for 'not appreciating' my gesture.
Excuse me for not feeling the sincerity at that particular moment.  It wasn't my intention to negate your 'hurt feelings'. I do know it is important to recognize other's sensitivities.

Excuse me for wanting your whole heart.  I am sorry for my need for true connection.  Is your loving gaze and touch too much to ask? 
I am sorry for my need.
I am sorry for not being who you need.

I am sorry....


DrewBerry DrewBerry
46-50, F
22 Responses Mar 1, 2011

I fit that description quite well according to my wife. I MAY remember to b y her a Christmas present.

Thanks for the ling Doc!

I am afraid it is too late darknight. Moving forward to a more natural connection... It's not easy, but I have to open myself up in order to find the right person.<br />
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All in good time.....

You can share a box of wine with me, or a bottle, I don't care, I'm more interested in the company. And, if we finsih the box, neither of us will remember, but old has nothing to do with it. Isn't it amazing how the important things often get lost and the piddly-sh!t is all that's reflected back. I sincerely hope that the subject comes to realize this, and soon.

TY my new friend Z~ <br />
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Me and he have said our Final Goodbye... never even getting close to speaking the same Love Language. <br />
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What a bittersweet love affair, now lost.

Your story had given me a new perspective in all aspect. You wrote it so sincerely.

TY badgretchen. <br />
good advice salar!<br />
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crossy - skip the box wine... I've had better KoolAid... :)

Lovely prose Drew!

Chin chin D..... well written , as for the subject perhaps a step back let him do the chasing for a change ......

Wine from a box huh? I will have to give that a try.<br />
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Not Down on Me, or him honestly, TS ~ just letting the feelings out. It's very cleansing.<br />
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@MTV - That is ONE HOT HOT HOT Avatar picture - Grrrrrr!

BCJ - darling.. you know I've been holding out for you all along!<br />
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AWW -- THANKS z<br />
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Thanks for the wonderful support my friends... and I appreciate you warm and sincere advice Shepherdess. <br />
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It will all turn out in the end.<br />
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~ hugs ~

Here's my humble, pummeled-down-by married life assessment.<br />
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I've been married 33 years.<br />
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Many husbands can be just plain old arseholes at times!<br />
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Go out with the girls for a fun night to get over this.<br />
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Mothers, if we can raise our sons not to treat their wives as if they're invisible, we have SUCCEEDED!

me, me, me <br />
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PLEASE<br />
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love you sweetie

Girl....lets you and I go out for some BEER...... screw wine baby! *wink* <br />
(((hugs))) sorry sweetie, there are some people out there that can never be pleased....it's not you...it's them...

((((HUGS))) Sorry that the one that should be appreciative of these gestures gets stuck on brand. It is just a sign of other things that are not being appreciated.

TY OT and AP, I am trying to read the love language. and Yes, I know the love is there.<br />
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I am sorry for needing more than can be given. <br />
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but I still hope..<br />
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Cheers! <br />
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Box of Ouzo for you

hey taz. I am sorry. I will be good from NOW ON.<br />
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(( hugs ))

So k <br />
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just dont do it again