I'm Getting So Close

My doctor believes this to be my ideal weight - I am soooo close - I tend to self-sabotage when I am ALMOST successful at reaching my weight-loss goal.

I am excited to be almost the weight I was when I got married almost 15 years ago (my next small goal - on my way to my ultimate goal).

I have set up little rewards along the way, but the bad thing is, I still haven't done the one for my last REALLY BIG milestone - I had promised myself I would set-up a ride-a-long in an Ambulance for a shift - I have always wanted to do this - I need to know if EMT would be a possibility for me (I can be a fainter - vagal nerve syncope).  My final goal was going to be something that I am not sharing on here BUT now it is to go Tandem Skydiving!  I hope that isn't the reason I keep sabotaging myself - my subconscious doesn't want me to skydive - LOL!

Please let me stay on track this time and make it!  I am actually starting to love my body! 

DorothyofOz DorothyofOz
41-45, F
1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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