I Want This So Bad

I want to be a beautiful woman so badly it hurts. It's all I've ever wanted from the earliest age to be beautiful, gorgeous, sexy and desirable. To feel on the outside as I do within.

To be a proper woman, to be wanted by a man, to have him hold me and love me and take me for his own.

God I want this so bad, I will make the change someday soon be complete as I can and I'll have my dream fulfilled.

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Jan 18, 2013