After getting motivation from all the EP members supporting me and giving me great prespective, I desided to climb out of my Low self esteem. This is going to be hard and I just started today at 12:32AM. I decided to Vent my emotions when I'm sad instead of stuff them inside untill I have a meltdown of sadness. Second I want to change my attitude from negative to positive and so far I'm having no luck with that, I feel sad at the moment but mixed with alittle motivation. Third I'm going to make myself more social, even though im not a very socializing type of person. I still don't know what to do about all this random hate siting inside me, it seems I can't vent it because I think deep inside I'm the source of this hatred. Theres alot more I need to revise in my life. I just Prey this will all work out.