I can't say I knew I wanted to be a cuckold husband, I never even heard that term before a few months ago.
I discovered early in my marriage that I got a rush seeing other men lust after my wife. What I found exciting was see her flirt back to other men. I have never been very good in bed and had very little equipment to satisfy my wife. Talked into going to a swingers club by another couple opened both my wife's eyes and mine to a whole new sex life.
At our first visit to the swingers club my wife ended up sleeping with a real hunk of a man the put me to shame with his looks, his body and his nine inch thick ****.
I got to watch my wife being taken by another man for the first time. The excitement of seeing my wife respond to another man's kisses and touch, like she never did with me, I found was a total rush for me. I was never able to bring my wife to an ****** with intercourse, as a result we thought it was her problem. After her lover finished ******* her in several different positions, my wife confided in me later that night that she had numerous ******* while being ****** by this guy.
We decided not to go back to the swingers club, but wound find a lover that could satisfy my wife's new found sexual needs. We both agreed that I could not give her what she found with another man sexually.
Each time my wife was with another lover my enjoyment of seeing her turned on and enjoying the other man only increased. I also noticed that hearing her praise the other man also turned my on. Hearing her say things like, 'That's the way I like being ******" 'Your **** feels so good" "This is your *****" were turn ons for me. I started asking my wife to say more things when she was with her lovers. I got a real rush with her telling her lover "I love you" went she was having an ******.
Not long ago I found the work "Cuckold". After reading about it, I must conclude that I fit that description in a lot of areas. Now it is just verbal humiliation that turns me on. That and knowing that my wife is enjoying her man, way more then she could ever enjoy me making love to her.