I Should Have Been Born A Girl.

From the earliest memories, I have always wanted to be a girl. When my family got together for weddings I wished that i could have been the flower girl with the white satin floor length gown that matched the brides and tiara , matching earrings and necklace. I would always dream of the day when i would be the bride and the center of attention. I asked mom if i could be the flower girl in the next family wedding and she said that If i was a girl that would possible. I said mommy I always wanted to be a girl just like you and would do anything to be a girl ...... Will you help me become a girl ? . Mommy cried and said that she would love having me as a daughter but I must remain a boy because of society and that the world around me would be very harsh or dangerous and would devistate her if I was hurt or killed.
Jesie Jesie
7 Responses Oct 27, 2011

i was born a male, but raised as a girl from my earliest memories , when i was given my first boy clothes,they felt SO wrong,and uncomfortable,i went back into my room and changed into panties and a nice dress...and was told that boys can't dress like that! but i thought i was your little girl! my mom said that to her i was, but the school did not see it that way.i asked if i could go to school as a girl that day,and she did say ok.and all the other girls told me how pretty i was..i always felt like a girl, and they just told me i was a girl,a pretty girl at that,and when i went home, and told my mom that,she said i will be her little girl, but that we may have to move to a new town soon...and so a rather confusing childhood began..always dressing up, and then finding out the biological differences..and still dressing and thinking like a girl.....and now, many years later,i still do! it feels right! peace

that's sad.... wish your mother could have help you....for you and the rest of us

I am the same way, from the age of 5, I wanted to do things only girls typically do. Like play house, in 1st grade i remember being jealous of the girls because they got to wear tights and leotards in my schools show, I was forced to wear dark pants. I don't know if it has anything to do with the fact that my mother thought I was going to be a girl until the moment I was born, she admitted that once

me toooooooooooooooooo

my wife felt the same way<br />
it did not matter that the docotr tried to make her a oboy at bit=rth her head was still girl<br />
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so with me to back her up she became a girl in school summer school 1961 and stayed a girl thought high school<br />
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was not till i went in to the navy her new step father forced her to be a male and the sad part is as amale she felt she could not protect herself and she was just as deadly as a male or female she had the skills<br />
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but she was killed in viet nam the day after i was reported KIA<br />
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and god i miss her

Yes please me to I have always felt I was meant to have been born a girl but have never told my parents that I want to be female

same to me