I Have No Confidence In The BedroomI never had much confidence to begin with.. having been married for 14 yrs..he was my first and only.. and except for the first few years we did the same thing all the time, not much experimentation. This year my husband and I had sex 3 times.. he doesn't want to with me, he says..
So, I had an affair with a married man..we only met a few times. At first he found me hot, I was shy and modest and it was new experience for him, he was the second guy I ever kissed even..it was a big deal for me, .emotionally as well... Well I was not relaxed when we had sex finally..but it was still very pleasant for me.. I enjoyed touching him and being touched..I don't know I guess he wanted something more fun...fast and furious with both of us having multiple *******..
I got the vibe he wasn't interested and asked him.. and he said it wasn't fun or spectacular or memorable.. ouch that still hurts..and we never met after..
I hope I can find someone who I can experiment with.. who would be willing to go slow.. and let me figure things out..are there guys like that out there..
geekgirl2010 36-40, F 13 Responses 4 Dec 5, 2010